19

I have officially been an "adult" for one year now. I don't really think I've learned that much. The only things I've done (that I can think of) that actually pertains to being an adult is signing my own forms at the doctor's office and going to a bar. I still don't know what I want to do with my life, college still freaks me out.

But looking back, I feel a lot different than I did a year ago. I don't feel as alone as I did, and even when I am alone, I don't feel lonely.  I'm not sure if it's good or bad, but it does feel good to know that at least I'm going somewhere.

if you read my New Years post, you know that my "resolution" was to trust God. Seeing as this is almost half way to next year, I feel its safe to say that I have definitely been tested in this area. But you know what they say, if you pray for patience, God will give you situations where you need patience.

I know I feel a lot stronger now than I did, with trusting God. It's slowly becoming easier to lay my burdens on him. I'm learning how to do that.

Here's to another year, and all of the beautiful stories yet to unfold.